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Monday, February 25, 2008

back to work..=)...at least i wont be thinking of how to occupy myself at home...
just...help bring me back the momentum...
i must say the kids improved alot in terms of discipline, noise level and compliance ability....
=)
well, a few changes here and there at work......but yeah, will cope will cope...

nothing much, the usual stuff at work....

oh ya...Congrats to Roy for passing ur TP...=)...that makes 3 whom can drive...soon enough will be 4...hope so...(",)

The Leap Years looks interesting..wanna watch....

well, saw some preetty nice sweaters online....am thinking whether i wanna buy...cos...long sleeves and me is like a no no....i always thought that its nice to wear long sleeves....but...the heat factor puts me off...haha...will try to change my perception though...
aniwae ya....nothing much to blog about

oh ya, last night, it was like sooo difficult for me to go to sleep...i kept tossing and turning for a few hours...i managed to finally sleep, n i dun noe whens that cos the next thing i knew, my alarm rang...
haha...

_buy_or_dun_buy_?

dreaming at: Monday, February 25, 2008

Sunday, February 24, 2008

interesting, i must say.
saturday appears to be an enjoyable day for me....
in the evening, we usual peeps, went driving all over Singapore...
haha....my sister drove also ... (she passed her Tp in january)

okie...the popular at parkway parade is SUPER huge....there are soooo many things...i almost went crazy there....but managed to control my urges...i have this fetish for stationaries...haha....
then, we went to serangoon to have thosai...mind mind, its delicious...and i get to buy my all time favourite indian snack-laddoo...=)
then, we went driving and driving till the cemetery....call us crazy or whatever....but this is night adventure....
we drove through very dark and ulu roads....scary...but fun....haha
the jokes and the nonsense of the usual peeps: razsman, rahman, sabri really made my stomach ache from continuous laughter....
well, we ended the so called night at 3.30...but before that we went to some very quiet carpark to practise our driving skills........

so ya....i finally....completed my assignment....yeay!!!!!

_a_satisfied_being

dreaming at: Sunday, February 24, 2008

Saturday, February 23, 2008

morning morning morning....
rise up well early on a saturday morning.....well, not so much because i cant sleep..but more because i aimed to do as much as possible for assignment...the peace n quiet in the early morning is sooo serene, that i must admit that im able to focus well.....not to say i cant focus at other times of the day but, its just the added advantage that helps....so ya....beneficial...progressed quite far with my assignment...

then ard 9 plus, my elder sis n me, went for breakfast....not in any styled breakfast....but just simple coffee shop breakfast...
i ate putu mayam n kuih keria...both of which i was looking for quite a long time....
my sis ate lontong...not to mention we both add kueh lapis....n drank cold soya bean...hearty breakfast i must say...
now im feeling a lil heavy, n sleepy...its the food i guess...but ya, need to do a lil bit more work before im satisfied..

i realised sth...we, humans are always complaining that we dont have enough time..but face it, every one have 24 hours a day...its how u make use of it....
i realised that, especially on a weekend, if you wake up early in the morning....u really can do quite a bit by 10 am...its wonderful isnt it....n u will realise that the day is longer, n u will feel that u have done alot in a day...great great....

maybe, just maybe, i will make it a point to wake up early on some weekends.....haha....

hmmm...looking forward to the rest of the day....

till then...

_have_a _good_day

dreaming at: Saturday, February 23, 2008

Friday, February 22, 2008

I am super pissed....
Very very very very very pissed with some ppll....
WHY THE HECK DID THEY INTERFERE IN MY FAMILY MATTERS...????
U R NOT AT ALL RELATED TO ME.....N HOW DARE U SAY ALL THAT....IN THE FIRST PLACE U DONT LIVE WITH US....SECONDLY, U DONT NOE WHAT HAPPENED...JUST BECAUSE U LISTENED TO ONE PARTY DOESNT MEAN THAT WHATEVER U HEARD IS TRUE....N JUST WITH THE HEARSAY, U COME ATTACKING THE OTHER PARTY (me)....IN THE FIRST PLACE U DONT EVEN HAVE THE RIGHT TO INTERFERE....
THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME U GAVE ME THIS SHIT LAH EHK......THE FIRST FEW TIMES I KEPT QUIET...NOW I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE....jUST BECAUSE I REMAINED MUTE ALL THIS WHILE DOESNT MEAN I WILL REMAIN MUTE FOREVER....
SO YA.....I SUGGEST U MIND YOUR OWN BLOODY BUSINESS....U HAVE NO RIGHT TO QUESTION ME ABOUT ME N MY FAMILY.....

N....THEY ARE MY SISTERS......I LOVE THEM.....ALL RIGHT....SO U DUN HAVE TO TEACH ME WHAT TO DO...IM NOT A SMALL KID....STOP PREACHING....
WHATEVER HAPPENED BETWEEN MY FATHER N HER IS ALSO NONe-OF YOUR BUSINESS....
and u still have the cheek to reproach me....damn lah ar.....
then what,make ur mum call me n scold me....watever lah ehk i tak takut.....u started the shit..u clean it up all right..
n dont bring my friend into this matter....dun even try....

A_SUPER_PISSED_ME

so ya...i HIGHLY RECOMMEND, u take care of your own world alright.....

dreaming at: Friday, February 22, 2008

just now it was an angry blog...but now, let me share some good news...
i can go back to work o n monday...went back to the doctor for a review today...my normal doctor wasnt there, so ya had a different doctor.....n was given the letter that im fit for work....yahoo...

another good news....aqilah got accepted by shatec...CONGRATULATIONS BABE...wish u success...

I ATE MUNCHY DONUT....yeay.....i just love em.....

feeling quite tired now....

My plans to do my assignmnent was disrupted because of the issue this morning...damn lah...im still feeling the knots of tension caused by the major blow....feeling abit out of sorts due to the anger.....maybe because, its been quite sometime since i last really got damn pissed off...

nas...stop nudging me alright...its geting quite irritating....

enough lah.....

feeling_the_left_over_knots_of_tension

dreaming at: Friday, February 22, 2008

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I managed to change my blog skin....
Thanks to dearest Siti....for helping me...=)
I owe you a meal...=)
Only the tagboard is missing....
Haiz....
Anyway....enjoy reading my blog....
Do put in comments ya...

smilez,
_diyanah_

dreaming at: Thursday, February 21, 2008

If there is a future there is time for mending-Time to see your troubles coming to an ending.
Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow-If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow.
If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping-When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.
Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling-If there is time for praying there is time for healing.So if through your window there is a new day breaking-Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching,
If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning-There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.

dreaming at: Thursday, February 21, 2008

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push.
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave footprints in your heart.
Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Whether we realize it or not, everyone we know is very special to us.
When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.
There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared about.
The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.
A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.
For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted.

dreaming at: Thursday, February 21, 2008

It takes more than caring
To be a real friend;
The nature of friendship;
Requires a blend
Of warmest compassion
And love deep and true
To reach and to comfort
The way that you do.
Because I can see
That your kind of friendship
Is priceless to me.

Dedicated to: Nadziah...

dreaming at: Thursday, February 21, 2008

Well well...
Went for my class yesterday, first day of 2nd module....
The lecturer seems like the no-nonsense kind, and she went thru quite fast...altho i was like falling asleep, i tried my best to stay awake...this is like old times in MI....during Mgt when i felt sleepy...like my classmates in o4b1 always say, "how do you manage to stay awake?"...."u look so attentive".....In actual fact, i was very sleepy....it may be attributed to my big eyes....haha
anyway, before class yesterday, went to accompany siti to somerset to pay her fees, then we head down to orchard, had dinner.....i tried to avoid chicken, and i succeeded....haha....*pat on the back dee*...so ya...oh ya, yesterday, i finally....FINALLY...collected my tops that i bought online....pretty little tops....gonna wear one of them to class today....=)....even my elder sis said its nice....

this morning, had driving lesson....let me tell you an intersting tale...brace yourself...haha

alarm rang at 7....i pressed snooze...while lying around...a thought crossed my mind..where did i keep my PDL?....isit in my fisherman's bag, which is misplaced around the house?....
so i thought....n thought hard...(suddenly, light bulb flashed)....ITs in my, salvatore ferragamo pouch....so ya....big hooray....but then....
Its expired....i forgot to renew.....(shit, double shit)
msged my instructor....was afraid that he will scold...haha
made my sis to pick up the phone when he called...
my sis, couldnt bear to tell a white lie...so she said, im afraid that uncle will scold...but, he said..its okie...just come down a lil earlier, take a queue number and...renew...as simple as that....

so i went...i was first....P001...haha..then there's this irritating instructor....wanted to renew his student's PDL.....but..tak reti bahasa....mati2 nk cepat...nk jump queue....kept on asking the customer service whether can renew 2 PDL's with one number.....n he wanted to share the queue number with me....im like what the hell, no bloody way....i've got to rush for my lesson...n face it, im first in queue...haha....so ya, the customer service lady refused....(way to go! cheers!)...
so had my driving lesson, long time didnt drive.... but, i did well.....i stalled only once.....

then then...after driving lesson, had this superb idea to go to the bank....to change my atm...since mine is the prehistoric kind...so went to change to Go! Debit Card....wow wee....might not be a big deal, but yeah, its masters okie....i can sign...hahaha...
went home n boasted about it.....n my elder sister said..."how in the world u managed to know that im changing mine today?"
n i said....."dunno, since im not working, must as well make use of the time right, to go n make changes".....or else, i would be very busy....so ya....my sis suggested, why not i apply all kinds of card, just for the sake of "penuhkan wallet"....im like okie...nak challenge ke ape? siape banyak kad?....haha...
n then, dad pun mcm nk sekaki, dia pun tunjuk kan kad kad yang dia ader...haha....
i said to my sis, "kak, nape tak nak apply segala kad, petronas ke, jusco ke, shell link points ke?"
beh, my dad say...eh i got all that...haha
dad, i like your sense of humour...haha
so, am i like longwinded or what...haha

n ya, dedication to abg sabri:
Happy Birthday to you!
da 22...haha...da tua....haha
aniway, have fun on your day today....
*winks*, i noe wat kakak bought for you, i suggested it anyway....(laughs)
cute though....

well, i think this post is long enough already...gonna continue with my assignment...

gtg...

happy_birthday_to_you

dreaming at: Thursday, February 21, 2008

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

* what should i say....nothing much really...just senseless talk....
yesterday, sat at home, n ya, started on my assignment already....=)....still got loads more before its done...so ya gonna work on that again today...aim to write another 3 pages...
i've got class tonight....starting new module...102...the book is like sooo thick....haha

anyway, this morning i woke up, saw 2 messages received...one from a friend...and the other, from old flame....i checked the message details, and its like very early in the morning, he asked bout my pox....how isit getting along....i woke up around ten plus, n replied....well, the point is here, he care enough for me, to ask after me...meanwhile, a good male friend of mine, couldnt care less...n he claims that we are drifting further apart....like common lah, who's the sick one here, me or him?, he should be the one messaging me, not the other way round....well, i cant be bothered to msg him either, like i merajuk because of this....he doesnt even noe that i got additional 5 days mc....serve him right for not asking after me....

to my old flame, thanks alot for asking...it shows you care, although, we are no longer, we are cool, being friends...

No one's home now, only my older sis n I...well, both of us supposed to be doing our necessary school work, but here i am blogging, and there she is cooking.....i guess, a little deviation wont hurt right?....

so ya...till again...

p/s: my hair is a pretty little thing....

_happy mugging_

dreaming at: Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

did i say that i will be back to work today.....no chance...no fat chance.....haiz....went back to the doctor for a review last afternoon....the doctor said its highly advisable for me to stay at home.....due to the scabs...so ya....was given 5 more days of MC.....have to go back for another review on Friday....haiz...............but then went to my workplace to send in my mc....my colleagues were happy....some even said "welcome back".....they saw my condition n advised me on what and what not to do.....haha...anyway...miss them....like the saying goes, the field is always greener on the other side....

the outing with mak was fun..very refreshing for me...went to geylang to accompany her...she wants to buy a few tops that she was eyeing...so ya...met up at 10.30 at paya lebar...went to have breakfast at kopitiam at Singapore Post. the teh susu was, oh my god, top of the world quality...the sardine sandwich was nice tooo...after that we went walking ard geylang...took our own sweet time....then, went to the clinic....spent quite some time there, crowded i must say.....then went to eat macdonalds....then cik azadh pick us up n we went to send in my mc....then we went jalan kayu for prata....i was full...if not, i would have eaten....the roti prata there is superb...but a lil bit tooo small.....then they sent me home....

Then at nite, went back to my abode at Bedok...my room was locked but god knows how the window was wide opened....well, only the irritating girl was home....so ya, its not worth writing about her....well, i saw my baby sister's pic....she's damn beautiful (ehem, like me)...miss her loads....well, thats bout it lah....

gonna go have breakfast then get cracking with my 2500 words assignment...

tilll again

_diyanah_a_lil_bit_more_than_sad

dreaming at: Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Well, i must say, im recovering from my chicken pox.....it was a bad experience,,,whatever you wish for in life, dont wish for chicken pox...even if you want long MCs.......think of a better excuse..haha...

ya, had a new hairdo done....just to make myself feel brand new when i go back to work....it kinda refreshes your being....haha....i like the new hair color.....will try something new in a few months time...

saturday night.....went johor....with family...but not the whole family.....there's a limit to the capacity of GEELY...haha...ate....the food wasnt so tip-top....more of a flop i must say....must try somewhere else....well, like the saying goes..."u neva know it till you try it for yourself"...so ya....
supposedly the plan was bowling with the mormal bunch of peeps....but peeps...hmm....not all....a minority...shouldnt name names...."kentut".....very pissed off....so ya... wat more so saturday was my independence day so to speak....mind you 2 weeks neva go out......all cos of chix pox....haha.....so ya.....johor was the saving grace.....wat more so....bought new shades over there....good bargain....officially now, i have like 3 pairs of shades, of differing designs of course.....

anyway, looking forward to go back to work.....not so much so for the work to speak....but i miss my kids.....haha...n ya...so ya.....will get my new tops...big hooray there...should have got it long time ago...but then again, the famous chicken pox.....haha....5 brand new tops....cool really cool...

hmm, my dad remarried...officially on 10 feb......i cant go, haha, chicken pox...(see, i told you, i missed out on numerous events)...its a no wonder independence day was a big deal to me...so ya, congratulations dad!!! =).....this is your third.....whatever you do.....MAKE IT .....dont break it ya....wish you lifelong happiness....

i didnt realise time flew so fast.....im meeting my mum at like 10.30...n im nowhere near ready...so ya....im gonna get ready now...till the next post....

smilez,
_diyanah_

dreaming at: Sunday, February 17, 2008

Friday, February 15, 2008

hmmmm.......got my self a blog...how cool is that? really have no idea...well, yeah...i can rant and rant and rant, without a care......like i have sooo much problem ......not yet maybe...but aniwae.....im trying to learn to beautify my page...hows that for a start people? so ya....pointers anyone?

dreaming at: Friday, February 15, 2008

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Hmmm....well, is this like my first post...
There's this driving force that drove me to do this...but hell yeah...i dont noe wat in the name of world it is...so ya, like allow me to get my thoughts together....

dreaming at: Thursday, February 14, 2008