hey hey hey..the last time i blogged was like when?18 april 2008today is 26 may 2008...time flies....well....major events...im going for kl trip tis cing weekend which is 30, 31 and 1st of April...no, not with family...but with the crazy members of POTT...haha..which consists of:1. Razsman 2. Sabri3. Rahman4. Wani5. Kakak6. Nana7. Obviously me!!We are driving up there....yeah driving....all of us... thats cool isnt it?Well, all has been set...the car, the funds, the activities and the main purpose is to attend razy brother's wedding...Cant wait for the full pledge adventure....even more so if i had passed my TP...(well, that story will come soon).anyways....pray for our safety...TPHmmm.....well, i took my first tp test on 20 may 2008...n ya, u can guess from my tone that i failed...with 42 points...hows that? wanna beat that amount...well, the problem was....the route....easy route yes, veryyyy easy...but yeah, that was where i got all those 'incredible' points...i was most afraid of the circuit, but..guessed what i aced it...and the part which i was more confident with--- the route....went wayward....well... how i felt before the test....2 days before the test i felt sooooo scared...1 day before the test, i felt abit better....and on the morning of the test..i felt nothing....no nervousness or anything...just plain normal....like as if its any other day...during warm up..still no feeling...haah....during tp itself....still nothingness....when i failed....u expect me to cry?well, no...i dissapoint you...there was lack of a reaction from me...like totally no reaction....haha...ironically...my sister almost cried...NOW...another part....my LIFE...UPS and downs..as usual...but reaching my bursting point..just one more incident....it will trigger the gun...challenging...very challenging....more so than ever..A friend once said, "Whatever challenges god has thrown your way, however difficult it may be, its because HE knows you are capable of overcoming it"There's some truth in it i believe...till next time......
dreaming at: Monday, May 26, 2008
